Friday, December 30, 2011

Thursday, December 8, 2011

i need to deal with this. i believe the reason i am thrown into the extreme of all conditions is because my god whoever he/she is wants me to be stronger of a person than i am before and it is also to prepare me for the career that i was meant to pursue. but damnit i miss him. i know the time zone means a lot now that im not in miami anymore. i cant help it. hate the fact that we have to be separated all the time because of the work we do. but i still wont give him up no matter what cuz my gut feeling tells me that hes the one for me :)

Tuesday, November 29, 2011

Finally reached Singapore. Felt a little weird though. I like it though though I think. It's familiar.

Mikey reaching tomorrow. I don't care how other people thinks about us, he's the man I wanna spend the rest of my life with. I know it. Road trip with him after next contract on gem. Plan is that hes gonna drive up to New York from Boston when I sign off and take me home with him haha. Mikey moose <333

Wednesday, November 23, 2011


is it gonna last? this feeling feels so real though. like nothing could go wrong. but friends left and right are breaking up just when i thought they would grow old together. its not very encouraging.

now is the time that i wished i said yes when you raised the silly idea of us eloping to some random country and selling "dim yum" soup. i hate being separated from you. hate to leave you all vulnerable and lonely. especially the thoughts of you spending christmas, new year and your birthday alone on that big cold ship.

love you. and i believe it when you say you love me too. those people who says otherwise can go fuck themselves. they're not in our shoes. i dont care about how much experience they have cuz they cant stay in a relationship since they cheat left and right.

cant wait to finally see you in singapore on nov 30 :)

Thursday, May 26, 2011

1 more day!

aw so sweet sia!! tab and asy, lorba and johnson are the two most "secretive" couple out of my friends and they finally "declared" their statuses on fb! lol i might sound a lil lame for being excited over this but man if people are in my shoes they will feel the same way too XDXD

the bruises on my inner elbows. hard to explain how i got this but its a "tcm" thing. its kinda sore but the colour quite pretty up close. esp the maroon dots thingy haha