incident2: hlhimjealous i dunno what happened between them wanted to noe him more like the others but i didnt dare to even talk but she took the first step which eventually brought her closer and closer to him something that i wouldnt even have the fucking bloody guts to do so im always so guarded so afraid now i missed it but whatever he needs somebody perfect somebody eloquent somebody thats not me
incident3: fucking fucked up feelings. its been so long since what what what i noe i dont already but you are so unlike others cant seem to forget you think of this and that and everything you did makes me want to see you to say that i............still.....want....whatever i cant seem to say it its so embarrassing and im scared YEA IM ALWAYS SO FUCKING SCARED. fuck my life. saw you again and i just want to run cuz ill never be good enough for anybody let alone you i like you i really do in fact your the only person ive only ever liked so much that......ugh. driving me absolutely batshit crazy
incident4: i hope i wasnt too talkative or too weird or too ugly for them. wasnt a bad first day but i dunno what they really think. maybe they front with a friendly accepting persona but they are actually critical and all those general hypocrisy that people treat people whom they first met with. maybe im the hypocritical one or maybe im just too naive like what luola said
incident5: i really love being around them wanna always hang out with them even though that place is no longer our playground and everyone is so fucking busy nowadays and i miss out lots of things which i hate i want to know what happen to them want to noe what they talked about speak chat about dun wanna miss a thing (lool bloody aerosmith) but i feel like im always left out maybe because they think i only wanna go out with ygirls but i really want to hang out with them too i really liked our little "gang"
the fuck?...grow some fucking balls YEO ZI JUN (hypothetically duh)
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