i hate myself so much for giving my heart away so easily again. really feel like whining but whats the use in that? only can blame myself for being such a sucker for intelligent and knowledgeable guys. old habits die hard. but he doesnt even look my way. which self-respecting guy does anyway? cant even stand to look at myself sometimes. maybe this is why i still cannot gather up my courage to even say hello to him. maybe he doesnt even want me to.
i really want to be perfect....
I am a part-time dreamer and a full-time student. I am sub-consciously a realist. I am totally unobservant. I am insecure, picky, turbulent, and a pushover. I enjoy proving people wrong. I am still a rhythmic gymnast at heart ♥. I am going to be a captain. Currently pursuing a Diploma in Nautical Studies in Singapore Polytechnic (DNS/FT/1A/21, 2010).♥ Rhythmic Gymnastic and Seafaring for life ♥
Nothing interesting here in this blog. Just a place for me to voice out my choppy and abstract thoughts. And angsting.. whose teenage years isn't filled with angst and self-loathing anyways.
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