aw man its so fucking boring
when there's school, i wish that it was the holidays
but when its the holidays, i wished i had school to go to.
god i want to be at sea so badly now.
ok im making a list of what i have to buy..clothes, shoes, new concealer, lip primer all that. that way i wouldnt spend outside of what i have to buy on unnecessary stuff. oh and i've decided to swap pencil eyeliner for gel eyeliner cuz pencil ones are too smudgy for me. just gonna use the pencil eyeliners as brow liners. okie dokie im so tired now gotta go sleep. my sleeping hours are so fucked up now too. like i'll fall asleep at 11pm+ and wake up at 7pm+ (normal waking hours) but then i'll be like so damn tired that i'll just go back to sleep and wake up again at 10 - 11am. and then slack around abit then go back to take a nap from 2pm to 6pm. and the cycle continues if i have nothing to do for the day. wtheck.
I am a part-time dreamer and a full-time student. I am sub-consciously a realist. I am totally unobservant. I am insecure, picky, turbulent, and a pushover. I enjoy proving people wrong. I am still a rhythmic gymnast at heart ♥. I am going to be a captain. Currently pursuing a Diploma in Nautical Studies in Singapore Polytechnic (DNS/FT/1A/21, 2010).♥ Rhythmic Gymnastic and Seafaring for life ♥
Nothing interesting here in this blog. Just a place for me to voice out my choppy and abstract thoughts. And angsting.. whose teenage years isn't filled with angst and self-loathing anyways.
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