got my us visa, sent out my clearance docs to ncl, bought luggages, clothes and stuff. syuk zani leaving on sun, reghu ngiap on mon and turns out that asy not leaving on sun but most prob 22th. sigh so many ppl sailing off early may. please ncl faster gimme my flight details.
angsting ahoy
i just want may 29 to get here alr so i can faster get out of their hair. father is getting sick again..wont be long before another hospital stay. i just dont want to be a burden to them anymore. i mean, they think that all i wanted was to escape the life here. i dont mean for them to feel that way but ugh i really hate explaining myself to people. makes me feel damn awkward and vulnerable and all that girly shit. fml man srsly. why must everything be so intense and stressful and shit. wanna get my coc and earn money and do something and prove myself already.
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