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KNN我不是垃圾桶!

i will be good ok!

bad day..

i wish i was born more independent and stronger, this way i wouldnt feel as helpless as i do right now. i need you. but i know i wouldnt feel better too with you around. when u've been alone for so long you'll get used to it. so it should be i want you. cuz its a want, not a need.

i hate my cheekbones
i hate my mouth
i hate my face
i hate my skin
i hate my crooked legs
i hate my butt crack
i hate my personality
i hate how i look
i hate how i am tall but not that tall
i hate how unlovable i am
i hate how flighty i am
i hate the way i make an atmosphere awkward with just one comment
i hate how unfunny i am
i hate how unfun i am
i hate how insecure i am
i hate my mood swings
i hate the way i make people feel uncomfortable
i hate how i just want to run away everytime something goes wrong
i hate how uncontrollable my tears are
i hate how i know that there will be no mr. right out there for me
i hate how realistic i am
i hate how hypocritical i am
i hate how pretentious i am
i hate how ordinary i am
i hate how ambiguous i am
i hate how cowardice i am

or shld i just say i dont like me.