some days never come

had a totally random lunner with family and eric gg cuz mother tio 4D. 500$ only but whatever. i got a nice dinner and 60$ out of it. and i cant believe i took 30 mins to tie a knot from cherry stem! its been quite long since ive done that. but i still managed a double knot too after that so i dun care about the time alr. and so long never see eric gg he turn so damn refined sia. its really weird sia cuz he was the mischievous cousin that teased me the most since we were babies (got a baby photo of him using my head as a armrest somemore). a bit missing the old him and the younger and carefree days. le sigh the real world kinda scare me now that ive woke up